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If there is a God, I've been abandoned.....

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SASSY57

DEAR AFRIENDINDEED, WHAT I HAVE READ ABOUT YOU, I COULD VERY WELL SAY, YOU'RE WALKING IN MY SHOES. I WAS MARRIED AT 14 YEARS OLD, I HAD 3 BABIES AT 17 YEARS OLD. TWO BOY'S AND ONE LITTLE BLONDE HAIRED, BLUE EYED GIRL. THEN ON DECEMBER THE TWELTH, THE YEAR NINETEEN SIXTYNINE, I HAD TO STAND AND WATCH THEM ALL THREE BURN UP IN A HOUSE FIRE. I WAS 19 YEARS OLD THEN. I WAS BON INTO POVERTY AND I'LL DIE IN POVERTY. BUT I'M 58 YEARS OLD NOW, AND PLEASE LISTEN TO ME, I'VE BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING IN LIFE ANYONE COULD EVER NAME. I'M A CHRISTIAN, AND HAVE BEEN SINCE I WAS A SMALL CHILD. I JUST HAD SURGERY, I HAVE THREE SISTER'S THAT I HARDLY EVER HEAR FROM OR SEE, JUST MY HUSBAND AND ME. BUT I HAVE PUT MY FAITH IN GOD, HE ALWAYS KEEPS A ROOF OVER MY HEAD, FOOD TO EAT, AND CLOTHES TO WEAR. SO PLEASE PUT YOUR FAITH IN THE LORD AND PRAY. ASK HIM TO LEAD YOU AND GUIDE YOU AS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. IF YOU LISTEN IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING, YOU'LL GET YOUR ANSWER. GOD SAID FOR AS MUCH AS WE SUFFER ON EARTH IN HIS NAME, WE WILL REIGN WITH HIM IN HEAVEN. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET THERE. THERE ARE SO MANY I WANT TO SEE, BUT FIRST OF ALL I WANT TO SEE JESUS, BECAUSE HE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS NAILED TO AN OLD WOODEN CROSS WITH THREE OLD RUSTY NAILS, AND HE DIED THAT I MIGHT LIVE ETERALLY IN HEAVEN WITH HIM. BE PROUD OF YOUR CHILDREN, DO WHAT YOU CAN, AND GOD WILL MAKE A WAY FOR YOU. IF YOUR FAMILY IS WELL TO DO AND HAS MONEY, BUT DOESN'T HELP YOU, GOD ALSO SAID IT IS EASIER FOR THE CAMEL TO GO THROUGH THE EYE OF A NEEDLE THAN A RICH MAN TO EVER ENTER INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD. THAT JUST MEANS THE RICH PEOPLE WILL NEVER SEE WHAT HEAVEN LOOKS LIKE. IF THEY HELPED ALL THE POOR PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, THEY WOULDN'T BE SO RICH. I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS, AND I HOPE YOU PRAY FOR ME. SASSY57

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aFriendIndeed

This is another waste of time when I should be spending what little time I feel well with my children. And all the listings for grants and help....more scams and pipe dreams and window wishing for people who don't need it or even want it. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I know there is good in this world somewhere, but obviously I've been abandoned. My only hope is that my medicine will be paid for a little while longer and if not...than I'm screwed once again. I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself and I'm sick of sitting here so sad for so many of us that have very basic needs we cannot meet no matter how hard some of us are willing to work, and most of all I'm sick of reading how our country continues screwing the middle class and leaving our country in poverty. You're either filthy rich beyond your wildest dreams or in poverty (or on your way there)nowadays. And if you don't believe it, read more people's stories...bet some of them thought they were "all set" at one point. Thank you BUSH and your whole god-forsaken ADMINISTRATION. Believe it people.... It wasn't like this at one time. Please read this link if you have the time....It says it all. http://www.afterdownings treet.org/?q=node/26405 Also, go to www.workingamerica.org PLEASE JOIN THE LIST THERE! Read the site and you'll understand why I ask this of you. They don't ask for anything, unless you are willing and able. If you are or were a working American citizen who wants change NOW....please go and read these sites. Thank you all for listening to me. I'm not sure I'll post again. I may come and see if there's any success stories. Saddest thing is...the people who CAN give....think they're "all set" and won't. Just imagine how they'll feel if they ever have to kneel like us. I feel sickened by it all. I once had...and I gave. Oh hell....maybe they're right...if I hadn't given, maybe I'd have more now? SICKENED. I have to sleep. I'm so tired, and sad and I just don't believe in humanity or that this G-d people preach even sees me. Maybe my children can still have it all.

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My email keeps saying that I've received comments, but I've yet to figure out how to read them, with exception to the private comments. You may email me directly if you like or if someone can give me a hint. Thanks a bunch :)

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Please read my profile. I can't do this anymore.

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